[Hook]How could you leave us so unexpected?We were waiting, we were waitingFor you but you just left usWe needed you, I needed you[Verse 1]Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pillsBut I do know what it's like to be a witness it killsMama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't realI think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeahWelcome to the bottom of hellThey say pain is a prison, let me out of my cellYou say you proud of me, but you don't know me that wellSit in my room, tears running down my face and I yellInto my pillowcases, you say you coming to get usThen call 'em a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliatedI'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely knowSome lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notesI don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?I guess that pills are more important, all you have to say is noBut you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill youI know you gone but I can still feel you[Hook]Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here?How could you leave us here?How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?Oh, Hey[Verse 2]I got this picture in my room and it kills meBut I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thingNow a relationship is something we won't ever haveWhy do I feel like I lost something that I never had?You shoulda been there when I graduatedTold me you love me and congratulationsInstead you left us at the window waitingWhere you at mom? We're too young to understand where you at huh?Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captiveI can see it in your eyes, they got your mind capturedSome say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughingWhat you don't realise and what you not graspingThat I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understandI ain't gon' say that I forgive you cause it hasn't happenedI thought that maybe I feel better as time passesIf you really cared for me, then where you at then?[Hook]Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?How could you leave us here?How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?Hey[Verse 3]Our last conversation, you were sat in the living roomTalking 'bout my music and I brought you something to listen toYou started crying, telling me this isn't youCouple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tuneYou took them pills for the last time, didn't you?They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish youCrying my eyes out in the studio is difficultMusic is the only place that I can go to speak to youTook me everything inside of me to not scream at your funeralSitting in my chair, that person talking was pitifulI wish you were here mama but every time I picture youAll I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember youThey found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hallowGave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottlesYou gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottlesDon't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching ma[Hook]Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?How could you leave us here?How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?Hey[Outro](Sobbing) Sometimes I think about like, sometimes I think about things like, you know, when I have kids, you won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that, I'll never get to see you again, sometimes I wish I would have just called you, I wish I would have just picked up the phone, wish you were here, I mean you should of been there for us, you should have been here, those pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here
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