[Chorus: Fleurie]Insidious is blind inceptionWhat's reality with all these questions?Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)Broken legs but I chase perfectionThese walls are my blank expressionMy mind is a home I'm trapped inAnd it's lonely inside this mansion[Verse 1: NF]Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyricsThey're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrorsWritten all over the floors, all over the chairsAnd you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairsThat's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to releaseAnd let out the version of NF you don't want to seeI put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleedYou might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in mePhysically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be inThat picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see itAnd these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'emBut why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'emI gotta thank you for this anger that I carry aroundWish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the groundMatter of fact I think Ima burn this room right nowSomehow this memory for some reason just won't come downYou used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyesThen took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I criedCongratulations, you'll always have a room in my mindBut Ima keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside[Chorus: Fleurie]Insidious is blind inceptionWhat's reality with all these questions?Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)Broken legs but I chase perfectionThese walls are my blank expressionMy mind is a home I'm trapped inAnd it's lonely inside this mansion[Verse 2: NF]Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in painSee my problem is I don't fix thingsI just try to repaint, cover 'em up, like it never happenSay I wish I could change. Are you confused?Come upstairs and I'll show you what I meanThis room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seemsThe moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leaveI get sick to my stomach every time I look at these thingsBut it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleepI look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these wallsWas the moment I realized that I was losing my momAnd one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have calledBut I should just stop now, we ain´t got enough room in this songAnd I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I amAnd I lie to myself and say I do the best that I canShrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my handsThen get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plansAnd I regret watching these trust issues eat me aliveAnd at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I dieCongratulations, you'll always have a room in my mindThe question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?[Chorus: Fleurie]Insidious is blind inceptionWhat's reality with all these questions?Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)Broken legs but I chase perfectionThese walls are my blank expressionMy mind is a home I'm trapped inAnd it's lonely inside this mansion[Verse 3: NF]So this part of my house, no one's been in it for yearsI built the safe room and I don't let no one in thereCause if I do, there's a chanceThat they might disappear and not come backAnd I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone insideSo I just leave my doors lockedYou might get other doors to open up but this doors notCause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt meAnd I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert meI'm barricaded insideSo stop watchingI'm not coming to the doorSo stop knocking, stop knockingI'm trapped hereGod keep saying I'm not locked inI chose thisI am lost in my own conscienceI know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problemBut I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve ´emI built it because I thought that it would be safer in thereBut it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in hereFear came to my house years ago I let 'em inMaybe that's the problemCause I've been dealing with this ever sinceI thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never didHe must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled inNow I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him winOr put him back outside where he came from, but I never canCause in order to do that I'd have to open the doorsIs that me or the fear talking?I don't know anymore[Outro: Fleurie (NF)]It's lonely... Inside... Inside(It's lonely)(It's lonely)(Oh yeah it's lonely)Inside this mansion
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